Updates January 31st 2026

I deleted instagram. It has been 5 days.My relationship with instagram has always been pretty okay but recently the slot machine feeling was so intense during the scroll. Scroll. Im ragebaited. Scroll. Im full of butterflies. scroll. Im inspired. Scroll. Im dejected. Comparing myself. I miss the void. I really do. Writing in a journal or sending my thoughts direcrlty isnt the same. Why do I miss the void. Why am I craving that impersonal connection. Whatever the reason. Im starting a blog. This is my new void.
I have been sad lately. Not a bad sad though. I am listening to a lot of wet leg. Everytime Davina Mccall comes on I can’t stop uncontrollably crying. I dont think I have veen able to feel this strongly in a long time. 

Im crying so much I have to plan it out in my day. I have art I want to share I dont know where it exists yet. Not instagram that’s for sure.